Imagine that, here I am once again. Gonna sit here and talk all about how shitty my life is and how sad I am and all the bullshit. You know what? I am so sick and tired of being sad. So sick and tired of waiting for someone who doesn’t seem to really want to come back. Sick of fake people. Fake ass friends. Fake ass co workers. Fake ass everyone. I’m just so sick and so tired. I don’t want to do it anymore. I want to be happy. I absolutely do not want to move on with my life from that one person but that one person isnt there for me either. I got no one. No one for this no one. What do I have to do to make my friends wanna be my friends or to make the woman I love wanna love me back and be mine. Happy as can be. At first I started this. I was fine perhaps a little angry. I was all I’m gonna move on and bla bla bla. Then the tears come from no where. Why does this happen…why feelings? Why can’t we live with out them….I guess joy wouldn’t be that great without pain. And no emotion at all would be terrible but that might be better than being sad all the time. Here’s to my real friends, people that really love me, people that actually want me to succeed. I love you all whether you’re fake or not. Don’t let people get you down and if they do get you down….you get the fuck back up and you push through it and succeed don’t let anyone stop you.